You don’t even know who you are anymore.

I’m living a life filled with material things that own me.  I hate myself for not being able to stop.  I am burning thru money for shit I don’t need. I should be spending my money on something of value, but I buy shit.  My TV isn’t big enough, I don’t have Espn 15 yet I don’t watch sports.  I need this 5^th pair of rain boots and I fucking hate the rain.  We are the children of a society of selfishness and laziness. We have no honor in what we do or who we work for.  We sell each other out for monetary gains. Don’t you fucking snicker at me because I know you are guilty. My hands covered in the blood of useless purchases from Wal-Mart, Best Buy, and Malls.  Fuck you Home Depot and your plethora of paint and lawn furniture. All I WANT IS TRUTH.  I know it will never happen and the frustration just builds up and up. We are the middle children of history just pissing away on useless electronics and trinkets of shit. The miserable part of the whole deal is this; If I asked you what is the one thing you want to do before you die.. What would it be.. You have 30 seconds…. Leave your answer in the comment section..